December 2008
3 posts
Is The Mic On?
I wanna fucking cut my head open. Being so tightly bundled up in this god forsaken place. I need out, and not just a walk around the park, or a jog, or a drive. I want out of here, out of this shit place. No more familiar faces, no more fake masks, no more friendship. I Realized, the only reason why I’m going insane is because the people around me, make me go so damn insane. I don’t...
Her Name Is....
She came into my life like a bad habit, she took the negativity straight out of my soul and gave me love. I wake up, wanting to see her precious, delicate eyes right beside me. I want her hand to be in reaching distance. She took my world by storm, she made me feel what love was and is. You talk about marriage like its a bad thing, but Id like to walk down that road with her, hand and hand. Id...
The Beginning: I See Scars
Open wounds are still very open, not healing, just open. My thoughts dash around darkness and march threw mayhem. There’s no stable mind, no stable thoughts, just me standing, just me standing, trying to find comfort. The blank stare in my eyes wont go away, they haven’t gone away for 10 years. The numbness is still numbing, and my pleasures doesn’t seem so satisfying. The...