Last Star

You popped in my head again, you dance around and took it over. I thought I was touching you and you were touching me. It was a nice thought because I could feel everything and I could smell your scent like you were exactly right beside me.

I know your probably wonder why I would even have you running though my mind..I don’t know, shit happens. It just happened like you were running and I caught you, it was night, there was nothing but skin on skin.

I’m human too, I have thoughts that just jump in my head for no reason. I just start fantasizing for no reason..sensing you right beside me, I can still smell you.

I mean why am I thinking of this stuff? Why do I bother letting my head get this far? Like I cant control what I think. The thought just enters my mind and leave when it wants to. Not a big deal…at least I tell myself its not a big deal.

All I can do is just shake my head and hope it goes away because I guess there is no point. I can just lay here with the thoughts but there is no point.

I will just continue glancing outside cause I’m just waiting for something…or someone but its not a star because you were my last star and then you burnt out.

I’m glad that thoughts still exist though.

Those will never burn out!