Determination Pt 3: Doing This For Them
I have always told myself I wanted to be in the spotlight since I was young, I wanted to be big and you know I could have let these deaths kill me and my motivation but I decided that what I do now will not just be for me but for them. I will rise above the doubt and the insults and the deaths and I will prove everyone wrong. I am done wallowing in the past, I’m going to make something of my life.
I don’t know when this will happen, I don’t know how but I have a feeling it will happen. That one day I will be great and everyone will know who I am and I will have money and never have to worry of struggling to live, my family will finally possess the money they need to survive.
I’m doing this for the people I lost, giving them hope, one more chance they never received, someone who gives a fuck and giving them light.
I am doing this for me as well because I want everyone who looked down at me in school and in life to see who I am now and have them regret that they should have spoken to me..that at the end of the day, they were no longer thinking of me as ‘lower than them’ but rather greater… That finally I stood up to all the criticism and proved them wrong… Proved them wrong!
