Rant With Me
This is not gonna be like any other thing you read on my blog in the previous years, no… because I am done holding back, names will be said and I will call people out on their bull shit because frankly I just don’t care anymore and even if I did care for the little bit, they still deserve every bit of the words being thrown at them and will not regret it at all!
With that said lets start at the top of the chain and get it all out in the open. You see those posts with the word ‘vicious’ in them, yes those were written about a young beautiful lady Id like to call Sidnie Williams (creep her all you want). I wrote those nice posts about her and well to be honest, I was telling the truth, I am not gonna deny that and yes I screwed up, I gave up and she pretty much made me realize that to the fullest. So I came back recently because we were both single at the time, baring gifts and giving her 101 percent of myself and what did she do in return? She gave up on me… So let me get this straight, I come back apologize putting everything on the table and this girl that gave me shit for giving up on her ends up giving up on me. I guess karma is a bitch but she isn’t karma, Ms Williams is just the confused weak hypocrite girl this time and that’s just sad. So that’s that, she is donzo, out of my life for good, she can go be confused somewhere else buhh bye. But hey if you guys like weak girls, go follower her on tumblr.
Now that we have the cat out of the bag, let me touch on a few more things that bothers me. Girls who seem to be interested in the idea of me. That shit pisses me off! Hello, I am human too, with a heart? I guess people actually think I am from another planet.
With that concluded, I wanna talk about a girl name Laura Forrester who was my ex and I have wrote about her twice on this blog with the word ‘forest’ somehow in the title. This girl is very beautiful on the inside and out and I am not gonna rip her apart because she doesn’t deserve that so instead I will rip me apart. I have come to known this girl very well, that I seem to want her apart of my life forever but I was never nice to her, always gave her shit and that was my bad, I fucked up. Now I probably wont go chasing after her because my feelings are totally different, I cant seem to find that attraction I once had with her but if that time does come, I wouldn’t mind it one bit.
Now you are probably thinking, I hope he doesn’t write about me and to quite honest, if I do write about you, you should be honored because that means I once gave a shit about you. That’s really something to smile about and be proud that you made me upset and you will no longer be in my life. Congrats.
On a positive note there are some people including Laura that I want in my life for a very long time and I am not gonna put all the names out because then this post will become a long 9 paragraph one and a lot of people are too incompetent to read that far. So I wanna talk about a female I met recently who impacted me soo much. She goes by the name of Alex Fieseler and she is just a babe. I mean her swag is sooo hard and stunning and she is just soo fresh but that’s the outside. On the inside is where she impacted me because she showed me something that I tend to need to be reminded everyday. It was knowing that with my struggles I have, I am not alone and nether is anyone else, there is always someone out there who understands what you go through. To be honest I would fucking save that girls day any fucking day. She keeps me smiling but its mostly my heart doing all that smiling.
With 6 almost 7 paragraphs down, I have yet to touch the surface on people who I either really dislike or really love and I promise this is not the last your herd from me. I will leave you with those last thoughts and I will be back with more names and more stories. If you wanna be featured, most easiest thing to do is fuck up and embarrass yourself ‘and that’s how the story goes’ as they put it. I am far from done.
