Inutile
Every week I write two blog posts about pretty much nothing but also about my life and the end result is almost the same and that is me with no answers and no solutions. I don’t know what I am trying to say. I just think sooner or later, this blog will be no more… I mean it will still exist in the Internet world but it will be left untouched.
Iv never really learned much from writing these blogs except how to put my feelings out there and what kind of feelings they were and sometimes I put too much feelings but I guess all in all the end result has always been the same but is it worth it?
I guess here we again asking a question that will never be answered and I am left in the dark with no light switch like always. I like to tell myself ‘things will change soon’ so I have something to look forward to instead of moping around, and the most times I do believe it but when I don’t or cant, those are the times I just wanna hide away and wish I had someone to join me. Of course I am left with my own thoughts wondering.. wondering if ever things will change. Do I stop waiting and not expect it and hope its soon or keep waiting and expect it sooner?
Another question that will have no answer for quite a while. I guess I don’t know where I am going with this… it’s useless.
