The Best 100TH Post Ever: Rewind, Review & Recycle
I first started my blog on December 28, 2008 and I started a blog for various reasons, reasons I will touch on before this 100th blog post comes to an end….
(A) - When I was creating my blog, I didn’t want just a boring blog name with my name in it or anything to do with my name but rather, a name that caught the eye and nothing is better then sex stories and/or sex but also this blog represent the healing of wounds, which would be scars (more on that later). The ‘sex’ part of it was just a name at first, I didn’t think I would ever write sex stories cause it would have been rather creepy on my part or perhaps I would have felt like I was crossing the line with it, so as it stands there are currently two sex stories on this blog but I don’t feel the need to get into too much detail with those stories. I also wanted to add that the sex stories I come up with are merely made up, with that said, I am sure in the future I will put together some other ‘sex stories’ and I guess you never know, I may get into detail…one day….maybe.
(B) - When I first created this blog, I had many ideas in mind. I was gonna use a persona and exaggerate everything I write but I realized I needed to get things off my chest as well. At the time and still now, I don’t really have friends to open up to, not like on my blog where I can say anything I want, even though I get no response in return, I also get no judging.
The first few posts when I made the blog it was pretty much my first time actually embracing my writing, it was me putting the ‘writer’ label on myself and that’s when I decided, ‘why hide it, why hide this blog, why not show the world, how well I am at putting words together but also show them a side of myself I have never showed anyone’.
This blog here isn’t just a venting spot or show and tell spot but it is also a place where healing is happening, as we speak. The scars, the healing, sometimes I have to write and get everything out in order to embrace my true self and I am still healing, but that’s why its called ‘Scars And Sex Stories’, everything you read is a healing wound.
(C) - Every blog post I have posted so far, is almost like a child to me. I cant ever see myself getting rid this blog, there is too many stories, poems, rants and even depressing posts to just delete it. Its a way for me to look at it and remind myself, how far I came as person, mentally and writing wise but also revisit my old scars that have been healed up and learn from it.
Everything I have written on this blog (which is 100 percent of it) are blog posts I take serious, it may not make sense to you or matter to you, but to me its almost like I am throwing away a piece of clothing I have once loved. To think one day I will never use this blog, makes me shake but to know it will always be on the Internet makes me smile because there will one day be someone like me who will need to be picked up, brushed off and pushed along to there dreams and this blog here will pick them up and shoot them up to the stars.
Its funny though, 100 posts later and I feel like I haven’t gotten everything out. It feels like not even half of the scars I bare, have left my head, all the stories I have doesn’t measure up to all these posts that lay before your eyes. More has to be said and more will be said. This is far from goodbye but rather, ‘hello, nice to meet you, tell me more about yourself’ and this here is only the start of another sega. Lets call this and every other post after it ‘positive after healing’!
