Week Thirty Three: Now What?
If you remember why I have been counting down.. or rather up, you would realize, its because I was counting towards a certain day, that day was the day I finally move and attend that school of radio but you see, things didnt work out. Here I am again, rejected because a certain school is very picky on people to accept them, its not like they are paying us to attend.
I like to think everything happens for a reason but after another denial into this school I am scratching my head wondering ‘now what’? I have done everything and MORE what this school as asked of me and they still continue to shoot down my dreams. The thing is, this school… is just a measly school, they can put boulders, cars, stop signs in front of my road to success but guess what, they will never take my dream away.
When I say I will be great, I WILL be great. When I say I will be the next Canadian Howard Stern, I will do just that and more. I guess… so what, this school chooses who they want to teach and who they dont really think has it in them but they don’t exactly understand the magnitude of my determination, they dont understand because if they did, they wouldn’t have denied me once before.
But you see, this is were everything changes… Things WILL change, and it will start with me. I am going to stop assuming everyone knows how determined I am, I am going to stop expecting people to understand my determination and now instead I am going to start showing them, I am going to show everyone.
You may say to yourself ‘Shyun, give up you are not going anywhere with your life’ but until the fire burns down to the end, until there is only ashes, I will NOT stop, I will never stop! The day the fire burns out inside of my heart, is the day this man will be dead.
Things feel like they are starting to blow up… I feel a rumble in my life, I feel success knocking on my door real fast. When it does, Il make sure to invite my haters so I can say… ‘Told you so’.
I will never give up.
