Week Thirty Nine: All Things End
So here we are.. almost at the end of it all and by that I don’t mean life but rather the end of another chapter and most importantly the end to stop waiting for people to understand my determination. I guess the point of these updates were to count down for a year, till the moment where I finally got a chance from a school of my dream to leave here and go there. 50 weeks was the end point, the last week would be that point where I would move off of here…. But things didn’t go as planned. I guess this time I don’t exactly know what went wrong, but I WILL get to the bottom of it. For someone to have my dream in their hands is already an issue enough but for them to throw it away again for no reason, well that’s something I do not take lightly.
In two weeks, I will be ending this blog and I will touch on a few reasons why, how this blog helped me and whats to come. I hope you read this, who ever you are and get something from it. I don’t wanna write it and then it disappears into Internet world. I mean my blog will always be here for someone who needs a good read or needs advice, or even needs to speak to me, in which you can go HERE for that.
I guess this will be the last of these updates, clearly because I am not going anywhere.. At least anywhere having to do with said location. My question is; since when did honesty and loyalty die? Its like people could care less about that now, its all about them. I guess there is always karma to fuck them up in the end.
I have said this time and time again, whether my dreams and goals and plans were intact or not… I will never give up, I will never be reduced to something less, I will prove all my critics and haters wrong and you should always follow those rules too.
The truth is, this blog may be ending, I may never have a chance to open my mouth on a public site again or I may never want to.. But the truth is, my words will never die, they are etched on my bones, in my skin, they glow in my brain. It may be the end in two weeks but my life is simply only beginning and this cold son of a bitch will not die, or give up or settle for less and nether should any of you reading this. Your life is your life, you were born by yourself (unless you’re a twin) and you may very well die by yourself, live YOUR life how you want to live it.
I feel something! There is a feeling in the air. its something, its not warm, its not cold, its just right. Something big is coming. Something amazing. You’ll know when you hear about it. That is all.
